22. Pregnant. Taken. Capricorn, Moon ☽ in Aries ♈ Sun ☉ in Capricorn ♑, Traveler. Adventurer. Quiet. Non judgmental. Passionate. Open minded. Creative. Imaginative. Loving. Humble. I'm a hairstylist and a makeup artist by trade. This is my blog for my ups and downs during pregnancy. Sadly this isn't my default blog, so you might see likes or replys from my main- "creations by alana". My whole world has changed in such a short amount of time. I've found love in the strangest place and time in my life, and I cherish it like non other. I've never felt anything like this before. My new family means everything to me. I plan on giving Keala the best that I can.
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Keala Adelynn Logan
Due October 8th, 2011
My boobs do not agree with engorgement..
They’re too huge, hard, hot, and heavy! It’s as if they’re meant for a porn star, they’re not meant for me. Seriously, I’d bet they’re about a double F. Unreal.
Breastfeeding is a bit hard for me too since I’ve had surgery in my right breast. The scar tissue from my incision is too thick and blocks a lot of ducts, making my nipple flat. They recommended I use the pump to start that one off, but even then it’s not enough for my little girl.
It makes me sad and upset. It makes it worse when she’s screaming about it too. I get too flustered and discouraged. Feeding too much on my left is making that one more big than the other, and I don’t want that. It’s a game messing with my mind.
I don’t want to give up though.
I can’t seem to remember the password to the other account, and tumblr isn’t emailing me instructions to reset it. Something isn’t right, so I suppose I’ll postpone moving the blog to there until I can figure it out.
*sigh* must have been the pregnancy brain. I wish I wrote it down..
So sorry! False alarm! Keep up here until I make the switch. =]
Sorry for the lack of updates. Trying to learn everything about Keala, as well as catching up on much needed sleep.
I’m moving on over to a new blog-
If you want to continue on with her story, please follow me there. =]
I’m in the process of creating a new post now about her first couple days of life.
Daddies girl. Born oct 3rd, 5:29 pm. 7lbs 3oz 18inches long.
Took forever but it was worth it! She’s so beautiful. She has a hard time latching but I haven’t met with the lactation consultant yet. Shes such a heavy sleeper too.
My vagina hurts! Owww. And I can barely walk. I got stitches and internal tears cause she came out with her elbow over her head. And to top it off I have horrendous hemmorhoids. Poor brennen has to care for us both.
In debating whether or not to go home tomorrow or wednesday.
I should try to sleep.
Went to the hospital and got hooked up. Contractions stayed consistent, but my midwife said I only progressed to 2cm and 80% effaced. She gave me some sleep-aid and sent me home. She said chances are I will see her either by 8am today or by her next shift at 8pm. She expects things to get more intense by the time I wake up and that I’ll be coming in again within 24 hours since my cervix is “favorable” and things have been moving pretty fast since I lost my show.
Fuck this sucks and hurts like a bitch.
Okay she was right, I don’t think I would be able to talk through these..
Every go I start grabbing the edges of my bed with tight fists taking as long of breaths as I can. I thought I had a high pain tolerance, I guess I thought wrong. These are making me turn to a wuss.
The past couple were only about 4 and a half minutes long. Keep it up so I can hurry and go to the hospital.
Still debating on when to wake up Brennen..